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it appears that I’m afraid, don’t judge me on today
I’ve got a lot to give to you, whatever you want ill do
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school yard fights (i)
01:33
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an eye for an eye, its off to a fight
it got bloody when she drew her knife,
she’s a feisty one, the damage is all done, it was kinda fun
she said to me minutes till i fled the scene, we’re living in violent times
our falling society clenches to things desperately
that’ll surely kill us all
oh little did i know, vengeance had been planned
its time for you to take a stand,
unless you’re above it all, you gotta grow up sometime
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hotboxmebb
00:34
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hey lets all have fun
tafari’s coming back to town
hotboxing bathrooms in hell
with that weed that’ll put you to death
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it appears that I’m afraid, don’t judge me on today
I’ve got a lot to give to you, whatever you want ill do
just keep me in your head always,that’s all i can really ask
im not the one to beg, but sadly ill have to act
finders keepers, take what they want despite
who you are in the state of nature, chaos with no peace is this what we really need
preserve our freedoms to chose what we really want,
we’re the empowered ones
how can we stop it? our systems split in two
its time to accomplish, something new
lets remove what we don’t need, from our changing surroundings
either pay now or later,
the pain is much worse then, its time you understand, nothing brings me greater happiness than the thought of getting rid of our catalyst plaguing our society
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playing games
02:33
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peace and candlelight let’s sit here for a while, lets have some fun tonight
and make the best of life, no need to waste our time, on petty things
i will try to be the one you want and need, don’t worry about whats next
the future is kind of bleak, but ignorance is bliss you’ll see, take control of what you think
can i rely on what you said
in times of need, lets break bread
and keep peace, from this hell
we call earth, its just a
always, always
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fun
01:02
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how do you really feel, in your time of need when your desperate
if you don’t succeed the pressures deemed on you so don’t you fail us now
but don’t you forget to have a ton of fun cause this is your time too honey boo
it’s only four years, you’ll get past it and think what a great time i had so unique
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cherry blossom
02:42
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hey i heard your losing what you had
its when you try but you don’t try your best
i guess your flag is painted to symbolize
the sign of loss and how we sympathize
i want you to feel the way i did, you’re tearing me apart
materialistic one how have you come so far,
its such a mystery how we can be so taken from who we are
finally for once they can see you for you’re true identity
ha ha ha
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unfamiliar
01:03
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6 feet under
thats where you are
bad news travels far
surrounded by the dark
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saturday evening, when we were enjoying our tea
we sat down to think about what we love in times of need
conclusions have been drawn to, include you and tommy
he’s been tame for the last few days, so don’t take it out own him
i know that you’ll be fine in due time
don’t try and fight the world when its on your side
you’ll see that its not a big deal to be helped
relax and take a deep breath, the world is your friend
foolish one, he was so young
so naive to this day, I’m afraid, okay
just try and make good choices she said and made
tommy make a promise that left him dismayed
i know that you’ll be fine in due time
don’t try and fight the world when its on your side
you’ll see that its not a big deal to be helped
relax and take a deep breath, the world is your friend
feeling kind of low just take one more, you’ll feel much better
the stress in your head will slowly explode, we’re covered in blood
tommy’s friends were there to pick up the pieces he left
shit got gory, it was a mess, we all coalesced
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i'm not picture perfect
02:49
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looking forward to good things, they’ll come in low doses
so don’t be so keen, to be fooled is in our nature
suck it all up big boy and deal the cards you’ve got
how do you feel? i rarely hear that
she said back to tommy he was taken back
im not picture perfect but I’m not bad
life is full of roses, she laughed at that
i was excited, about it all, sometimes there’s just something wrong
with everything planned, from the day that it started, things were dead
sarah doesn’t deserve it
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sweet and low
03:20
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you’re feeling kind of low , but shortly you’ll know that things were left undone,
and when push came to shove you had to throw up and regurgitate what was left
the knowledge that remained was sadly obtained through desperate ways of thought
he was a stupid kid lived by his own train of thought
the pain in my chest, its different from the rest, in a second I’m fainting
the pain in my chest, it engulfs me nonetheless, i know I’m shaking
the pain in my chest, i never understand why i can’t say things
the pain in my chest, i never understand why tommy’s feelings are dainty
As the glass meets my lips, the sweet smoke fills my lungs, I can feel myself being hung
from the neck to my toes, i know ill survive, and on it goes
to the depths of hell we’ll travel together, me and sally forever
no matter the cost, ill give my all to make sure she’s okay
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sad news
02:16
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Sitting in the park alone throwing a fit
He didn't know his father well that's why he's not bold
His mother filled the void in life and made him feel whole
His siblings never left his side not even one time
How does it feel?
You know what
You had to do to forget,
The one you loved
It's sad news but it's true,
You'll grow up pretty soon
Just know that what you left behind
Doesn't define your life
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the lighters a trigger, ill load my gun
and swallow the bullets, straight to my lungs
the fire causes smoke, how did we get here,
how do we make it out, i can’t get off the ground
just coughing and wheezing thats all I’ve learnt to do
with every drag and hit i consume
cutting deep into my skin, holding the blade tight, lets begin
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