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Stick it back in me, my veins are coarse
The answer to my pain, I want more
You took control of my soul
And left me to die, engulfed in all my lies
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change is good for me
02:13
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I have become the person I don't want to be,
Anyways I know it's time to change, you'll see
Hopefully my silly plan will lead me to better things
Like lesser pain and grieving especially in dark evenings
Wow you've gathered your senses so soon
I thought you were a pot head but I guess you dropped it too
There's no reason for you to be ashamed of that
It's highly recommended for anxiety and stress
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You’re a waste of time but I couldn’t care less,
Your feelings were erased but in time i can tell that
I need to detox my brain, i’m fucked in the head
infatuations killed me with a stab in the back
and when i try to regroup i relapse without a second to loose
i guess I’m a fool for fooling with you
but hopefully my thoughts and impressions will convey expression
after all I’m trying to be level headed
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I wanna hear your voice and see you smile
I wanna make you laugh and listen for a while
I wanna be the one you dream of
I wanna be your listener and fix everything that hurts
I wanna be your batman and robin, midnight through dawn
I wanna be the one to never let you fall apart
I wanna be the one you turn to when you need to talk
I wanna make it worth it so we have no reason to fuss
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my boy
dry eyed
get high
feels right
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i'm happy, i guess
02:13
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I guess, I'm here to stay
Don't forget me when time fades
Our memories lose complexities
Hopefully, we're not a fallacy
Now we're stuck, in a rut... Heather
Be my better half in cold weather
I want to know more about you Heather
You always stick by my side, Heather
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i think therefore i am
So think like a man
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make it interesting
02:13
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my heart is racing, but i won’t drop the pen
there’s so much for me to say, stop when i tell you when
my eyes see colors, that show me the end
of all your suffers, ill help you man
i understand shits shitty, i’ve got no answer for that
i feel your mind drifting, into a black hole splat
stuck in-between two places, its hard for me
to adjust to what happening, make it interesting
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I've seen it all, the violence I'm so appalled
Police have executed such things
Disappointed with what society brinfs
My kinds not crime
I hope to make things right
But sadly that's not the case scenario we face
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She was an independent one, but now I know
She showed all the great qualities being charming
And sensual with her touch looking to me to be her crutch
I'll hold you despite how this ends up
What do I really know?
My eyes do decieve me so
If only I could see the future
Maybe I wouldn't be a loser
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What am I supposed to do in life? I guess
Take time and think it out, be your devils advocate
No need to sweat about your future plans
I see your eyes are red, don't forget school feels like hell
Careful what you believe now,
Some advice is your enemy not your pal
You know whats right and wrong
Govern your life it's time to step up
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It took me a while to figure out what I wanna do in my life
I think it has to stem form my passion don't you, I knew it was soon
To let you know I'm going all in, I'll give what i've got so take my word for it
I will promise you this, I'll make a mark and work to be the best
Prepare yourself for a world of hell
It'll be so great
But sometimes you'll realize your lucky situation can fade
Just stay humble and contemplate on what's been put on your plate
Soon you'll see great things happen, internally
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hi, how are you? it’s nice too see a familiar face
i’ll value you greater, than anything i embrace
finally happiness engulfs me, time to drown in what i adore
it started with a baggy full, of speed and anxiety
hey tommy, hold your horses
no need to make a scene, its just cocaine
you have a habit and it fucks with your brain
you tend to shower ones you love in pain
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dancing under covers, its just a plan
there are no others, felt blue with a friend
the trees are too windy, gently blowing away the past
mend your funny fears, kiss and thats that
those are internal thoughts made to fuck
with who you are "i guess ill give it my all"
despite the sudden fall in sight
but don’t you worry i know you’ll do things right
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i see your sick and tired of what you do now,
you wake up everyday with a shitty little frown,
tommy started taking drugs, the kinds that make you tweak out
sadly, life had to push him to the grimy dirty south
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haunting me for days
04:37
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I’ve seen him at parties, so fucking bummed
succumbed with his cocaine, i want you to know one thing
your anger has changed directions in ways
where did he go wrong, things will never be the same
when the white stuff touched his nose he was left maim
its hard to really know what kept him going back to date
so now i have to sit here and tell you of what will come
his family and friends will forget him in a month
your circling back to no where
i know that you struggled with shitty things
that were out of hand, and left you feeling lame
where did he go wrong, things will never be the same x2
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It was rather beautiful the way his fingers would
Rearrange the scars on her skin while his lips
Deciphered every message until her lungs would give
Away the secrets caged inside her ribs
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